So far, I had been trying to hide myself. I was trying to find someone who could save me. I was thinking that someone, to whom I can be accountable. I forgot, everyone has their own constraints. They may not be there always, they may not understand me always, and it's not their fault. It's my own fault, because no one can understand each of your thoughts as much as you can yourself.
If I fail, it's on me, if I succeed, it's on me.
I must own myself. If I can't own myself, no one can always come to rescue me. I must do justice to self. Make myself disciplined.
If you feel low, open your old diaries, go through them. It's ok if you had lost the path, because it doesn't matter for how long you were lost, what matters is, eventually did you find your path. Only those, who wants to voyage, gets lost. People on simple known path are never lost. You're lost, because you want to find your unknown path. The only mistake you're doing is, not realising that, it's your own journey.
Success or failure, doesn't matter. What matters is, are you moving in right direction. If yes, eventually you'll reach there. If no, you'll never reach there.
If you can't find your passion, whatever you're doing, do it with your full dedication.
